86 I Miss the Old Train Wreck

You may agree or disagree with my opinions but I honestly think Tila is becoming extremely boring. Granted, many of us have scolded and demanded her to grow the fuck up but ever since the rise of her infamy, Tila's only strategy to draw our attention was by being...well, a train wreck or taking off her clothes and we're all used to it. Her attempt of growing up may do her more harm than good. Why? Perhaps it's just me, but I think most people would rather watch her erratic behaviors than watch her being sober. I'm sure Tila's sex tape have been viewed more than her dumb long time ago reality shows, if not, it will eventually.

Her statement of growing up and feeling like a woman now since last year is pathetic. Tila's dream of becoming an actress may be coming true, empathize "an actress" but if she dreams of becoming a huge actress, she better keep dreaming. Let's presume she's really 29. Study her past and you might think because of her bad reputation, she's already fucked and has no chance of being taken seriously, let alone, who the fuck does she think she is with no real professional training in acting and singing to begin with? Dim-witted morons like Paris Hilton and Kim Kardashian had their sex tapes released, and sure enough, their names are known, but does that mean they're respected...at least in the acting fields? Um, hell to the fuck no!

Hollywood is very prejudice. Even age has no exception to discrimination and Tila being 29, is considered an old lady. Not to mention, the lack of American Asian stars. I suspect with recent plastic surgeries Tila's done, she's determined to look more...how shall I say this without offending people? Tila can go under the knives all she wants, but people already know she's Asian. So, with those being said, does Tila truly want to be a "huge actress" or does she want the same quality fame like Paris Hilton of I was known for my sex tape? Apparently, yes. You have to be that stupid to believe her excuse. No way in hell her sex tape was for private viewing. if Tila boast about making millions (see Retweets page for example), let alone, claimed to be a mogul, then I have no doubt fishing the CEO of Vivid Entertainment one million dollars (Jesus Christ that skank is not worth a penny!) wasn't going to be a problem.

But let's be real here, Tila. Vivid offered you $400,000 if you made a sex tape and knowing your career wasn't improving resorted to this decision to boost your career and rent pays. That tape is not even a year old, so I have no idea what the fuck you're talking about it being years old. Based on that hairdo from your tape, it was filmed sometime in mid 2010. Same hairdo years ago? Really? You don't look young from the tape, another evidence. You're lucky I don't want to dish out my hard-earned money to purchase the video to see if you have the scars on your arm. Which, I'm hoping a nice reader is willing to email me high-quality screencaps of your arm (no file attachments please) to determine if it was filmed after your fake suicidal attempt back in June 2010. So, fake suicidal attempt and sex tape? Can we say fucking desperate?

So, what is my point? Simple. Because Tila's stunts offer her some media spotlight where she's lucky some people sort of gives a damn, being sober and acting mature may actually go against her. Now, I've never seen a single episode of the Jersey Shore, but from what I've read, it's a bunch of people acting crazy. Imagine what they're known for suddenly they're calm and act mature and stop whatever they usually do. You can bet their viewers would be like what the fuck and lose interest. In this case, while Tila herself is very uninteresting, but her old personality was pretty amusing. Sure, there were moments where I wanted to beat the hell out of her and worse, but it's all for the show and her latest "show" has been bland which explains the lack of entries.

Her attempt of acting mature is fake. I don't think she's sincere. If Tila made a New Year's Resolution of smoke quitting on December 6th and then caught smoking in late January, what makes us think she's really sober? Hell, I believe she's still drugging. Do I care if she drugs? I don't care if she overdoses, but it makes me want to punch her ugly face because of her constant deceptions. Bitch can't be honest about anything. So, I'm not afraid to say the new Tila Tequila or Tila Wynn is just another sham and staying the old Tila Tequila guarantees our attention and have us talking about her. Shit, sometimes I forget I still have this blog.

I've been running this blog since May and it's March now. As time flies, our perceptions have the opportunities to change or remain the same. I've demanded Tila to grow the fuck up. When was my latest, I don't know, but this is kind of like a paradox: I want her to grow up, but again, I really miss her old crack days and enjoyed watching her do shit like cutting her arm and act like a complete psycho. So, I can't place myself where I want this skank to be. It's no fun when you're trying to act normal. I love to see more cutting, more rantings. It's what helped Tila get noticed, not her midget deformed body. There are way hotter Asian girls out there than Tila Tequila and they're not known, so why Tila?